Ok, it's official....I was up to 2 packs a day! Now, I tried to tell myself that it didn't count when I light them and let them burn in the ashtray while I knit, but that is a not going to cut it if I am trying to quit, so I will admit to 40 cigarettes a day...smoked and left to burn.
When I realized I was nearing the end of the second pack, I went to bed early so it wouldn't be any worse. I tend to knit late at night and the number rises quickly. That is why I am up this morning at 6 am. Not my usual time. LOL
I should have stayed in bed and slept away the hours, just to beat the morning urge! Instead, I have had 2 cigarettes with my coffee. The total will be less than 40 today....I promise!
